Mad:
1) This story. Didn't we all know this woman was out of her mind? Yes this is a Perez Hilton story but we all know there will be many many more to come. Please Oprah ignore her, I am just as curious as the next but if we give her what she wants we are only rewarding her irresponsibility.
2) Last week I was eating in LA with my dad and hubby and a young girl with a baby was sitting next to us. A friend of hers walked up to the table and said " Oh is this your baby? How cute! Are you still with her dad?" The second freaking question out of her mouth, " are you still with your baby dad?" Obviously showing the instability of her life and the fact that people knew... By the way her answer was " Nah, he's not around anymore"
3) Yesterday I was at Michael's and these 2 cute little kids were running around like crazy. Looked to be boy/girl twins. There cuteness quickly turned into annoyance as they managed to pull all the scrap booking items off of their designated place and lay them all out on the floor like a deck of cards. I looked around thinking where is there mother? Then around the corner comes a girl around 16-18 years old , " Ahh you guys come here ( yelling at the top of her lungs)" Do they listen you may ask? OF COURSE NOT! " Mom I want this" " Mom look at that" they yelled. MOM??? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? DID SHE HAVE YOU AT 12 OR SOMETHING! It just makes me mad sometimes that ANYONE can have a baby. A baby can have a baby and yet I can't. Something is seriously wrong with this picture.
Sad:
1) Another negative pregnancy test. I always hold out some hope though until AF actually gets here and I do use cheap test so maybe....But still to see just one line again hurts.
2) I still haven't been able to find a job. Everything I apply for doesn't pan out and there's really not all that out there right now anyways.
Happy:
1) I know God is able to do far more than I can imagine. That gives me hope and faith even in the darkest of days.
2) I have PCOS. Why is this under the happy? Because I realize it could be worse. Much worse, so for now I will be thankful for that.
3) I have a great support system. People rooting us on in our quest for a baby and people who genuinely care about us.
2 comments:
So happy 4 u H! God is good and so is ur doctor. So the phone call was ir RE right? That is fabulous! I want to start a bill or such where insurance has to continue coverage if u have already started trtmt. Again congrats! U doing more injects? Kitty
So I pretty much have to agree with all of the mad section. I dont know if you have ever read my background, but I am a Social Worker...and work with the homeless on a daily basis. Im the one on our team that mainly deals with the families :( I enjoy it, most of the time, but there is always that one family that gets under my skin!
So...hang in there. I really hope that things work out for you soon.
((Hugs))
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