I'm feeling a little bit better today. To go online and read everyone's wonderful comments, have so much family support and of course the unconditional love of my husband ( even though I tell him he bought a defective wife) really has brought me to the point of feeling OK about this. Although I still want to take a break from the RE. I love him, God bless him, but I am sick of seeing him so much ;) and I mean this in the best possible way. He is an amazing person with a heart of gold but I just wish I never had to have met him!
On the other side I feel horrible we didn't go to church this morning. My choice. On top of the time change I just felt like I would be a emotional wreck. I usually cry at church every Sunday anyways ( what can I say I am a overly emotional personal) but today I just don't know if I could have made it through without completely looking like a crazy crying person. But now I feel bad we didn't go and I already can't wait for next Sunday!
Thank you all SOOO Much I really can't express how much for all your thought and prayers and wishes. I know I am a work in progress and God is working on me and building me daily to be a better mother than I could be now and I am so thankful for all the support and prayers from everyone!
Have a wonderful blessed week!
On the other side I feel horrible we didn't go to church this morning. My choice. On top of the time change I just felt like I would be a emotional wreck. I usually cry at church every Sunday anyways ( what can I say I am a overly emotional personal) but today I just don't know if I could have made it through without completely looking like a crazy crying person. But now I feel bad we didn't go and I already can't wait for next Sunday!
Thank you all SOOO Much I really can't express how much for all your thought and prayers and wishes. I know I am a work in progress and God is working on me and building me daily to be a better mother than I could be now and I am so thankful for all the support and prayers from everyone!
Have a wonderful blessed week!
7 comments:
Hi heather - I just wanted to give you a virtual hug. I know that test date and let downs can take a toll on one's soul. Words are never enough comfort. Just know that God is a comforter. Put all your grief on him and keep on trying. It WILL happen.
We love ya girl. ((((HUGS))))
I'm glad your feeling better! I'm just about to email you:-)
You are safe in the Lords arms. He will always love and protect you and take care of you…no one loves you like Jesus!
Glad you are feeling better! And keeping you in my prayers :)
Im so glad you're feeling better!
Hey thanks for adding me!! I think it's great that you guys are doing acupuncture now, I wish I would have when I was doing IUI's if for nothing else than to quiet the what if's!! But we are doing it now and hoping to complete our first IVF cycle soon. Good Luck with everthing!!
p.s. I love your wedding pics!!!
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