Monday, August 3, 2009

An Emotional Day


Today is our 2nd wedding anniversary! For 2 wonderful years I have been blessed to experience life with my husband by my side. The last 2 years have brought us so many ups and downs. Thankfully more ups than downs but no matter what we were always by one another side providing love and support.


Obviously the biggest "down" we have experienced in the last 2 years has been infertility. And here we are on our 2nd wedding anniversary ready to turn in our adoption profile to the agency and officially become paper pregnant. God is so amazing and I despite the challenges of life and living I couldn't imagine being anywhere else than exactly where I am today and I am so grateful for that.


My husband and I had a wonderful dinner last night. We went to a Teppan steak house in town and had a wonderful meal and just a great time together as we do every day. Today I have been filled with so much love for him. As my husband, my best friend and the father of our future children. I couldn't imagine a better person to stand by my side for a lifetime.


And on that note if you've read carefully ;) Our profile is done! We have teeny tiny little changes to make to it but thus far everyone has given us great feedback including our social worker and we should also be online by the end of the week! We couldn't be more excited!

Yet I am suddenly feeling incredibly overwhelmed. Our profile is good, but is it good enough? Are pictures are fun, but are they fun enough? I feel like so much lies in that profile, the words and pictures on those pages will determine who picks us to raise their child. And suddenly, it's hitting me, we are going to become parents. For reals this time... its incredibly exciting and overwhelming all at the same time. And today especially it is hitting me what a huge moment in our life this is.


Thank you all for your love and prayers and support along the way. Please keep them coming as I imagine the waiting will be incredibly hard on my heart ! Please pray for our profile to be exactly what somebody wants and please pray that we can figure out how to get the pictures looking more crisp and clear and not so pix elated :)

24 comments:

One Blessed Momma! said...

Congrats on your second anniversary! Time flied doesn't it? We just celebrated our 4th :0)

I can wait to read about what God has in store for your and your husband in your 3rd year!!

Maya's Musings said...

This is gonna be a great year for the two of you! You are the third anniversary I have heard of today and my mom is getting married today, a great day for a wedding.

On another note, I LOVE your wedding hair!!! Who did it and what is holding it up in the back, bobby pins? I want to copy it :)

RB said...

Happy anniversary!

Becky said...

Happy Anniversary!! Praying all goes well as you finalize your profile and pictures.

LL said...

Happy of Happiest Anniversaries!

Congrats on getting your profiel done! YAY! It is PERFECT! I can't wait to follow the rest of your journey! And....You will be a momma! I bet you will be matched or holding your child by the new year!

Amber said...

Happy Anniversary!!!

Shanny said...

Congrats on your anniversary!!!

Kelli said...

Happy 2 years and congrats on finishing your profile!! Praying for a quick wait and a happy, healthy baby!

Mandy @ The Party of 3 said...

Happy Anniversary!!! You wedding pictures are beautiful!!!! Don't worry about your profile! I am sure its GREAT!!

Melissa Stone said...

congrats and congrats :)
I am so happy for you and I know that when your time comes, you will be a great mom.

B MoM said...

I LOVE your blog. Your outlook is always so cheery and positive. =) I always leave your blog feeling happy about life. =)

Melinda said...

Happy Anniversary!!! I'm so excited your profile is completed! One more step towards having a little one in your arms!!!

Melinda

thiakaren said...

Happy Anniversary!! and may this year be filled with BLESSINGS galore Hugs Karen~

Rob & Lindsey said...

Happy Anniversary! That is so exciting that you have all of your profile stuff ready to go. I think somebody is going to take one look at it and fall in love with you guys and know that you are the parents for her baby! Keep holding on to your faith. God has great things in store for you!

P.S. thanks for all of the encouraging comments....especially over the last couple of weeks. each and every comment means so much to me! ((HUGS))

Amber said...

Congrats on your 2nd anniversary how exciting! Im another one who keeps saying is it perfect to be picked?! You never know what a birth mother is looking for but Im sure you two will be picked soon and how exciting yall will be up soon!

Shannon said...

Happy Anniversary!

I am so excited to see what God has planned for your third year, I have faith that its going to knock your socks off :)

Melissa said...

Happy Anniversary!!

And congrats on being paper pregnant! That is truly good news!

Dianne said...

Congrats!! I love the updated page by the way!!!

sweetpeanme said...

Somewhere out there...God has picked out your baby...and that baby's birth mother is going to see your profile and her breath will catch in her throat and she will think "I found them...these are the people I want raising my baby". I'm sure you all did a wonderful job!!! All the pictures I've seen are absolutly gorgeous!!!

Michelle said...

Happy Anniversary! the pictures from your wedding are beautiful!

PS I nominated you for an award!

Meant to be a mom said...

Happy anniversary to you both!

Congrats on finishing your profile, You guys have put in so much of yourselves into making it perfect. I'm sure its amazing.

Also your wedding pics are just beautiful.

sarah @ life {sweet} life said...

Happy anniversary a day late!! I am so behind on my blogging since our profile is hogging all my time. :)

Anyway, I am SO excited for you and know you will be picked soon! God works these things out when we're ready, too. :)

Anonymous said...

Congratulations! What beautiful pictures!

Jessica said...

Happy Anniversay!! I hope the 3rd year of your marriage bring you a child!!

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