I want her to know....

I want her to know that not a day goes by I don't think about her

I want her to know she is one of the first people I think about when I wake up each morning

I want her to know I pray for her every day, numerous times a day

I want her to know I love her in a way I can't explain

I want her to know contrary to what people think I should feel I don't feel threatened by her love for Tyson. She loves him as a mother loves her son and I understand and embrace that.

I want her to know I do my best every day so if she were watching she would feel proud of me and proud that she chose me to be Tyson's mother

I want her to know I talk to Tyson every day all day and tell him how loved he is by 2 special mommies

I want her to know I give Tyson kisses from her every day

I want her to know when Tyson smiles it reminds me of her and I think of how much he resembles her

I want her to know I often wonder if she has joy and peace in her life

I want her to know I would give her anything in the world if it would help take away any pain she has

I want her to know I can't imagine how hard the holidays are going to be for her

I want her to know that her emails and texts bring me joy and I save every one of them

I want her to know that I can not wait to see her again

I want her to know that Tyson will ALWAYS know how much she loved him and wanted the very best for him.

2 years ago I wrote this post to Winni's birthmom and 2 years later not a feeling has changed in how I feel about Tyson's birthmother...I love her, I adore her, and I just want her to know.